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Breathing In

by Rashad Houston

on Breathing In (2021)

[Verse 1]
I am bipolar, I am epileptic
Every day is a challenge but I'm learning to accept it
I've hurt so many people that I love
I apologize I know you've had enough
I've lost control of my whole mind
Wish I could change it, push rewind
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but I'm dealing with this pain in my brain
I don't really care about money and fame, I just don't want to go insane
You see my face, you hear my voice
I'm going through a lot I still rejoice
I still have faith, I still love God
Cause without Him there is no Rashad
I have my days when I lose control
Close my eyes nightmares unfold
In a lake of fire, lost in hell
I love my soul so I cannot sell
I love my kids they keep me alive
Without them here I could not survive
This is my truth, so please listen
See my vision
[Hook]
Having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in
Breathing in
Having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in
[Verse 2]
Open my eyes, I breathe in deep
Because most nights, I cannot sleep
I think about pain, I'm full of anger
Look at myself, I see a stranger
People tell me it's gonna be alright
But just last week I tried to take my life
Pills in my hand, body on the floor
I lost all hope couldn't take it anymore
I told my Mom that I need to heal
She said trust God don't forget He's real
The air you breathe, the light you see
That's all Him, now inhale deep
Turn to Psalm, 121
It says where does my help come from?
The Lord protects me from every harm
He is my peace, when times get hard
Fear no man cause God is perfect
This is my heart that I give you in verses
Take it or leave it this is my truth
Believe in me I believe in you
Believe in Us and we'll make it through
Forget about lust, focus on love
I owe my life to the man above, the man above
[Hook]
Having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in
Breathing in
Having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in
[Verse 3]
My God, my God this song's for you
The devil lies, show me truth
How do I get on a righteous path?
How do I keep my life intact?
I was so in love now I'm so alone
I walk inside to an empty home
I have my kids and I have my friends
But I still feel sick when does it end?
I'm a slave to the meds and hospital rooms
Sometimes I wonder will you take me soon
I vent to my Pops cause he's been through a lot
He tells me son you gotta stay on top
Rise from the pit, conquer the Earth
I know you're in pain, I know you're hurt
Mom, Dad I love you so much
You gave me the whole World growing up
So I need to stay strong for myself and you
For my boys I'm the one that they're looking up to
Get back in the Word and trust my God
Carry the power like Moses rod
I will do my best it's time to win
Cause Jesus died to forgive my sins
I'm having trouble but I'm still breathin'
[Hook]
Having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in
Breathing in
Having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in (Still breathing)
I'm having trouble breathing in