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Suicide on my mind

by FTS Je$$e G

Verse 1:
Never gonna feel the same i got my gun i got my blade
Might just take my life today and all of you say that i'm insane
I sit on my bed and cry almost every night just 'cause i don't wanna live this life
I'm a fuck up i just want love and when i get it it's not enough
To stop me from feeling these suicidal thoughts
I got demons in my head that tell me i should be dead
I need to decompose in the grave at a spot that no one knows
Please don't miss me when i die, question is will it be by bullet or by knife
'cause i think that it's my fucking time
Die today, thats the way, when that happens it will be a better day

[instrumental break]

Verse 2:
She said she loves me is that true
They said that i believe in you
Can't pop these pills anymore
Shit fucks me up
Makes me wanna pull off a score
Then pop one bullet in my head
I'm only fucking torn
And i'll never see the light as long as i am holding this knife
Suicide on my mind
Just come here and take my fucking life
Fucking end me now