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Dread

by Wallflower

on Teach Yourself to Swim (2020)

On an anxiety trip, I've got this feeling my brain won't let it slip
My feet are glued to the floor, I've got too much but I'm always needing more
I would die for, I would die for, I would die for the chance to feel alive

I can't stop myself from calling you
Just another long night to get through

Yeah, I've got a lot to explain
Yeah, made all the same mistakes

Full of hate, full of existential dread, full of words I never said
You can't go back
You can't go back

Can't control my health from falling through
Just another long night needing you

Full of hate, full of existential dread, full of words I never said
You can't go back
You can't go back

Full of hate, full of existential dread, full of words I never said
You can't go back
You can't go back

I tried to find myself but I found someone else and now I know I'm out of time
If I could find myself, like everybody else I'd take it slow
Is that a crime?
I couldn't trust myself, or anybody else
I'm paranoid

Yeah, I've got a lot to explain
Yeah, made all the same mistakes
Yeah